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p id="description">Ramblings of a semi-sane, semi-agitated, semi-positive, always tired Asian

Friday, February 27, 2004

So more ramblin's by me today... this incoherent babble will hurt... just a warning ahead of time k?

Anyways I realize i have no goals set up and have no desires hence I'm just paying money to roam the campus of University and no be one of those losers who go on campus to just pick up chicks.

Ok ok so there has been a lack of "picking uping" with the ladies lately, and I think it's due to the feeling of blah and blahyness that i'm feeling. Like everyone i know on campus... I'm miserable... I don't wanna be in school...
and I find ppl are being more moronic and children are being reallly crappy. Like some jr. high kid was talking about smoking up and doing shrooms on the bus like it was normal, not to mention his sweet ass deal about trading his ps 2 controller and vice city for the shrooms. Oh and his friends all like, "Man let me have some of that." Freewill, another excuse to make us feel good inadvertently, because you know the or those omnipotent creaters must be perfect, or as close to perfect as they can be... Our generation is getting lazier by the minute. God this is sad, I won't even walk to lets say iga for junk food even though i crave some chips right now. Hypothesis: I believe that we are lazy because we create inventions to make our lives easier, this is due to our human nature to be inovative and be technological. BTW thanx biology! I not only know how to write a hypothesis, I KNOW HOW TO DO IT BADLY!

I dunno if i wanna be learning next year... and again... like everyone else, I have an identity crisis. I don't know what i want for Tony, I'm pretty much doing this for my parents, half-assedly mind you. Man theres like this big hole inside that feels like it's empty, no it's not my stomach you bastards!

So my apathy really can't be blamed on anyone cept me, so? I'm apathetic, how the hell is that supposed to make me care?

Friday, February 20, 2004

So yeah Stfu I know i said "so yeah" 3 times at the beginning of each paragraph!
So yeah I just recently have come to terms with my singlenessness and decided that saying that I'm gonna focus on school is useless... rather than say something.. i should do it! So yeah i should be a lil more cheerful now... Cept for my goddam skin, it's like flaking like a biatch!

So yeah this girl i emailed b4 he comp crashed and it just got working a few days ago... man I am SOOOO PARANOID!!! So i sent another email a few days ago to her work email, so I DIDN'T do anything wrong!
Anyways she came up with some CrAZy nickname Toners! Thats crazy I think i've only been called that like 3 times in my life!

So yeah as it goes... life is what you make it, if you really want it to be crap you can feel crappy if you want it to feel good... then GO PLAY WITH YOURSELF! hehe jk jk

Cyall lata Take it easy

Friday, February 13, 2004

I've come to a conclusion.... EVERYTHING ABOUT A GIRL CAN PRETTY MUCH BE SEXY AND HOT! For me if a chick is like a twig and isn't completely outa shape... then they have some part of them that is sexy...

So lets begin the rant of what i find sexy in women.......

1) I just noticed how sexy the small of a women's back is... the gentle, innocent, silky smoothness of it is so.... alluring...

2) They're eyes... deep and intrancing.... Innocent, yet mischevious and playful.... dam you could just get lost in someone's eyes for hours.... so beautifully mysterious

3)Back of there neck has their sweet scent and just shouts out.... I'm teasing you!

and as a conclusion.. I am very very desperate and lonely... but they soo hot!

So yeah cyall! YEEEEHAWWW!

Sunday, February 08, 2004

School is blah!!! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!! I TINK I WANNA TRAVEL! IT"D BE FUN! I LONELY.... I NEED A GIRL>>> DOESN"T HAVE TO BE GF JUST SOMEONE I HANGOUT WITH >>> SOMEONE WHO"LL GIVE ME A HUG NOW AND AGAIN>>> Girlfriend would be better... but i just think i need a female figure that i can let my guard down around... it's different when you do that for a guy then for a girl.... it just is.....