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Thursday, November 20, 2003

HaLo! been awhile .... so yeah i haven't have a chance to ask her yet... we'll see if i'm up to it tomorrow :oS

so yeah... i'm extremely tired... yep so on another note.... I guess you know your starting to take Post-Secondary seriously when your up till 2 trying to finish something and you start to develope huge RACCON EYES!!!! O_O so yeah i'm dunno I'm still trying to figure out whats wrong with me... don't get me wrong... theres something wrong with all of us weither we chose to admit it or not, don't deny it you MESSED UP FUCK! Hey I can say that if i want hoe! cause i'm a messed up fuck too! It's like a chinese person calling another one chink... or something like that...

I dunno maybe it's cause of childhood truama, how i was raised... maybe... Someone... should..... aww forget it! So yeah self-reflection is hard.... and looking into the future is scary... so living in the present is... a bitch? good enough!

Need to get my act together... anyways cya lata all

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Saturday, November 15, 2003

Well Today i woke up sick... Blahhh oh! and i had to get up early cause i had a make up lab.. yay! for da 8:00am wake on the weekends... i woulda been better off pissing my managers off more by calling in sick AND showing up to go shopping at night... man being sick sucks so bad!!

On the note of feeling bad, I feel even more sore then yestarday... it's hard to do a movement that DOESN"T HURT!

so yeah enough about my day and my dinner of steamboating with da family.... I noticed something when I was ranting about what my friend should get her boyfriend.... i ended up trying to push LOTR: Risk in her face, then i asked my very very foby TA "you know what risk is, right?" he looked at me puzzled and then asked me what it was... he was really intregued and i had to take like 15 mins to explain to him what Risk was... then we somehow ended up talking about chinese chess.
Well now the point i'm trying to get to is that we're all ignorant fools... if i offend you i dont' care cause again it proves the point that we're ignorant fools... both you and me, we think theres only so much happening within "our world" that we forget about everyone else... we don't think anyone exists outside our world unless we go, "Hey, sup?" then suddenly because we talk to them there a part of our "world" and then now we think we're aware of their "doings". There's so much going on in other ppl's lives that we can't even phathom... so many events that could happen in less then a second that effect a person or people's lives so drastically that they complete change... so i'm kinda going indepth about how lives can change so easily and that we are not the exact same person we were yestarday, so take sometime with the ppl you know and find out how they're doing what there doing.. dont' just "I'm okay" when they ask "how're you doing?" We all do it.

OH! yeah about the girl i was gonna ask out yestarday.... guess what? she friggen skipped class so i didn't get to even see her... Hurray! So yeah taht was fun.

Someday I'll actually invent something worth while... i have ideas of stuff but they never seem to work out... like my tazzer cell phone, ummm mace cell phone, pocket-sized monkeys... a conclusion mat (where you could JUMP TO A CONCLUSION) ok... so i didn't come up with that i stole it from a movie so what sue me! So i think thats what i like doing.. inventing stuff... I'd really like to get into some blacksmithing.... that'd be cool, I've always had a fettish for making up weapon designs in my head.... and now I've suddenly started to develope a decent drawing hand... outa nowhere... strangely enough.

so yeah thats my blog today...!

(rocky and bullwinkle music, you know the one that ends the guy telling his son about a fable? and then the fairy pops out and explodes the end of the fancy THE END )

Thursday, November 13, 2003

Hi y'all! Ya came back now! HUZZA!

anyways Me elbow hurts (been bugging me for like a few weeks) and me and dev were joking bout how it was gonna go BANG! while we did push-ups and how I'd fall flat on my face and break my nose while i was at it..... then dev kinda took it further and said we'd be touching our chin to someone's fist and that I'd slip, fall, break my jaw, THEN break my nose! And then we had a good laugh while ppl getting of the buss with us were wondering wtf we were on.

It's funny how games appeal to ppl, hell ppl could hate video games and suddenly get addict to lets sayyyy, Spanky's Quest.... it's a snes game where your a monkey that shoots bubbles out and balls fall outa of them when you pop them... fun game ... fruking hard though.... OH your stuck on a world filled with evil living fruit btw. Anyways I started this rant cause I saw Helen playing DO VolleyBall and from our convo. she had been playing all day.... ahhh DO VolleyBall fun for bout an hour tops... well at a time... cause you know "They kick high"... hehe

Sigh... i really hope Lindsa says yesh when i ask her out.... yesh i do know her name..... now, well remember to be more exact.

Yep feeling good ... semi-sore we had conditioning day at karate today.. .dam been awhile and I was outa shape, ok I AM outa shape... stfu! Man... exercise pain is like the best pain, self-inflicted pain... when your body's like DUDE! STOP IT! ARE YOU A MORON I SAID STOP! HELLO MR. TARD FART HEAD! PAIN! DUH!? STOP! ANY THIS CLICK?! GODDAMIT STOP IT! HEY YOU! STOP IGNORING ME! I FUKING HATE YOU! YOU KNOW THAT?! mean while your going must keep going ... must keeps... DAMMIT BODY! KEEP THE FUK UP YOU WHORE! COME ON! JUST ONE MORE! GOD ONE FRIGGNE MORE! I HATE YOU!
Then your brains like HEY! I WANNA BE IN ON THIS! then he goes...LETS MAKE YOU INSECURE! YOUR OUTA SHAPE FATTY! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU! WHY CAN"T YOU DO ONE MORE HUH!? I KNOW CAUSE YOUR IMPOTENT.... WAIT I MEAN INCOMPETENT AND WEAK! GOD YOU NEED TO GOTO THE GYM OR SOMETHING! CAUSE LIKE SHIET SON! YOU LET YOURSELF GO! so then your going to yourself... PAIN! PAIN! PAIN! MUST DO MORE TO GET IN SHAPE... DID YOU SAY IMPOTENT?! FUKING MORON! WHATS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN! etc, etc, etc, etc one vicious cycle I'd say.... yet some ppl feel satisfied with this feeling, like me!

I got some from karate, took a shower, went to the kitchen and ate dinner... then my mom asked me "Why you so happy?" "HUH?" "Your smiling lots"
so i guess i really like it sub-conciously... i swear one of these days my body's gonna break and I'm gonna be laying on the floor laughing my azz off cause i'll know that i did this to myself, ppl in karate know what i'm talking about... the I'm in so much pain i'm laughing (meaning I am slowly going crazy....)

anyways i think i'm dun for the day... thnx for readying the ranty rants!

peace and carrots (with a pocket-sized ninja monkey on the side)