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Friday, April 01, 2005

Hola! From Intuit Canada! So as I'm half way done my contract here at Intuit and with 1 month left of the tax season, I find myself asking the same question everyday for this week. Where are the calls!? I guess the products are just that good. Anyways I'm bored now and typing this out, after like a bijillion weeks of not blogging I have nothing good to give you guys. EH!

Over this time of non-blogafication, I've had ideas of what i should blog about, none of which are coming to the surface of my memory.... Sweet! Anyways for this whole week I'm pretty much isolated in Tony town because theres only 4 of us working in our department and my desk is like 10 feet away from the other ppls desk. So I'm not in that convo.

So, as part of my nightly boredom i decided to look up means of ppl's names, and suprisingly most of the names resemble, if not fit, the person's trait. Of course these traits are pretty much generic so i guess everyone has a bit of everything.


On a self-reflecting type of note, what makes me me? What makes ppl dislike, enjoy, hate, laugh and feel things about me when they see me? Am I made up of everyones image of me? Or do i create my own image completely and control who I become. Ok, just saying that is vein, of course i don't completely control who and what I am and am going to be. But how much of it is self-made and how much of it is made by you guys? If you were to completely remove an acquantance entirely and completely, memories and existance, from someones life, will that effect the person so much that they'd change from a loving, kind person to a murderous bastard? Would it be a massive chain reaction where the whole world's values would change because of one person, 1 small insignificant person, but really are we all insignificant even as individuals? Aren't we really linked by thin threds? When one of us tugs on our threads, it causes a chain of tugs, no matter how far you are connected, you still feel that tug, doesn't matter how lightly it is. We're all connected and we never ever had control of our destiny, as individuals we really only control a small amount, but as a whole population we can take control of ourselves, it's just hard to organize the tugs. There's just too many of us...