Tony's corner

He's the splurge and freak out by me...


I feel I'm really really really not in the mode for school... and that forcing it won't help any because i just don't wanna do it. So I figure take this year off... but try to pass this year so it seems like I have a choice, and then move out and get a job or 2 you know, basically live life. And I have to be careful not to fall in that rut of being lazy and not trying to make myself into something.

Speaking of which, I ran into an old jr. High friend... Curtis, always was a funny, nice guy. This guy, never really did well in school, I remember though he had potential to do well... I figured it from this one time i helped him with math. AnyWAYS! This guy never finished high school, but he seems to have a direction he wants to go. He's doing hard labour construction stuff and looking to get his apprentiship.. this reallly caught me off guard... Actually i thought good for him... but really caught me off guard is that he's got a kid on the way, he scared but he's really looking forward to it... best of luck to you man...

Meanwhile i get the luxuary of staying at home and living off my family... and also the broad choice of what i WANT to Do. Man am I ever spoiled!

I'm lonely... have i said that already? well i am, and to fill this loneliness i'm trying to fill it with games... very very bad!

Now its time to put my nose to the grinding stone, i believe thats how it goes? FuCK!

Joke: A little kid is sitting on a park bench eating a whole pile of chocolate, an old man sees this and walks up to him. He says..... he says........... he says, "You know eating all that chocolate isn't good for you, you die at a very young age!" The boy looks back at the man in a matter-of-fact type of way and replies, "Yeah mister? Well my grandpa lived up to 170 years old!" "Oh?" the man says in wonder, "Did he eat a lot of chocolate?" The boy replies annoyed, "No, he just minded his own fucking business!"