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Wednesday, December 17, 2003

goddamit! My finals are dun! Yay! I've been keeping busy... but for some reason i just can't get myself to goto bed early and catch up on my sleep... man... what am I doing???

Anyways Updates, I got a hold of her... talk while i was waiting at the LRT station, I missed my bus and so i decided to call Laura up, and LIke Pow! she picked up! then we talked for about 15 minutes... we couldn't do anything cause she had to leave last friday (to go home) sigh...

so on friday, i had my last final ... and so did she! Surpisingly enough, when i went to do my last final I BUMP INTO HER! so i'm like coo i can hang out with her. When i finish the test i tell her I'll meet her outside. So i wait and chat with ppl i know that are leaving and i ask her... So she comes out and we talk for abit and i ask her if she wants to grab a bite, then she's says "Sorry i I can't i gtg study for my next final" SHIT!!!! She then goes "I'll call you up tonight if i'm not going home" So i'm like alright but i'll be skiing... SHIT!!! Oh well so i went skiing and she didn't call soo hopefully she doesn't forget me and we do hang out after.

Man.... the reason ppl are so selfish is because their problems are more important than anyone's elses

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

So this is a new update.... So whats new? Tired... worried, horny.... feeling fat and dirty just cause i haven't gone to karate... AND I'm a whiney lil bitch! sweet... life is good!

Anyways... so I dunno Asked this girl if she wanted to hang out, you know in hopes to get a new friend... at the very least, and It's been 3 days now.... i dunno can't get a hold of her... hold on gonna call her now.... it's 11:30 btw... i bet it's gonna be a bad time :oP...

so while i'm dialing... I've decided to do some exercises just to make myself feel better aboot myself... after i'm done this blog i'm gonna do some.

Welp! No one answered for like the 4th time... I'm guessing it's a fake, or i'm just really really unlucky :oS

So I've realized(or more like decided at least) that i'm really really really really bad at reading signs, so yeah... be more blunt with me... like a club to the face that blunt... i'd really appreaciate it!

Aren't we all just a lil weird? Don't we all have problems?
We all hate someone, at least a bit. We all love someone(s) at least a bit.
We're all scared right?
We're all happy and we're all sad at the same time.
Whats this lead too? Life, ain't it a kick in the pants?
We're all confused, we're all concerned.
But, we're all alive, and thats what really counts...

Count on your friends, count on your family, count on yourself.
When it comes down to it we count on everyone...
We count on leaders to lead, weither or not they do a good job is up to us.
We count on family, friends and aquantences to help us socially.
We count on our loved ones to share ourselves.
Do teachers to teach? Preachers to preach?

What are you trying to reach?